Wednesday, August 30, 2006

trials are over and i canfinally breathe and relax. thank godd.
i so cant wait for the end of the yr to be over.

btw this might be the last time im using this blog address.
im going to change my email for msn messenger and im going to set up myspace.
my friendster will be quite dead. wait, it is dead.

so look out for updates on the new stuff.

bye.

- 12:33 AM




Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i was reading Dawn's blog entry just now and she was talking about racism and some being racists towards their own kind.

i'd like to comment just a bit on it.

i have no problems with asians or whites or blacks or hispanics or whatever. sometimes when i think of asians, the only race that comes to mind are those who are Chinese who are from China. and i don't have anything against these people.

i think when i talk about some races i might tend to sound a bit biased? yeah. like Taylors College is seriously a second China. it's like Chinatown in China during Chinese New Year.
90% of the people are from China and i get frustrated sometimes because you think when youre in australia you will be in a more multicultural society.
i think im an attitude-ist. (no such word but whatever)

im so FOR those chinese who come to australia to better their english and all that but what pisses me off is that instead of practising it, they talk chinese all the time. and thats what i dont like.

its Australia so speak English. if you want to speak Chinese all the time then i suggest you go back to China? i mean whats the point of coming to Australia to better your English if you keep speaking chinese all the time. (yeah to get better education and bla bla but why not speak english anyway?)

i was having dinner the other evening with a group of chinese friends and they know i cant understand chinese but through out the WHOLE ENTIRE meal they ONLY spoke Chinese. THE WHOLE TIME. everyone on the table spoke chinese and laughed and everything with each other while i just sat there to try and understand a few words just to feel involved. and that is what pisses me off.

a reason why i chose to study in Australia was that i felt that i was being supressed back in kl in what way i have no idea but i just felt that way. like i couldnt be understood and i had to get out of the whole conservativeness thing. BUT I LOVE MALAYSIA DONT GET ME WRONG.

and when i come here and feel even more supressed and misunderstood, that just sucks.

i am totally okay with every race and i dont feel that some race are better than others. i just have a problem with the attitude of some people.

i might not be typing comprehensibly and thats cuz its 4 am here.

anyways, i also wanna say that i appreciate those asians who speak english to me altho theyre not good at it but at least they try. i really dont mind as long as i understand what youre saying and i can respond.

i guess thats why i dont have like heaps of friends here coz i mostly hang out with Aussies, Singaporeans, Malaysians and these make up only a few of the population of the college.

if anyone wants to say anything regarding whatever ive said please tell me on msn and dont keep it or bitch about it somewhere else coz im open to whatever opinion anyone has.

omg shit my grammar and everything sucks coz ive not written since forever. ahh who caress. heh.

bye.







(uh yeah the time on this this is wrong. im gonna start a new blog soon anyways so nvm)

- 1:54 AM




Friday, August 04, 2006

jason mraz is such an awesome singer.

i went to this concert on wednesday night. it was really fun and awesome. he's funny. HAHA. before the concert, me and van and bryant went to have japanese food and then we made our way to "the forum".

the queue to get in was like fucking LONG but its okay we took pictures. everything was cool.

the concert was fun because jason was really funny and he did acoustic which was good too. sang a few songs which i didnt know and some songs which i knew.

a guy threw his boxers on stage and a girl threw her panties on stage. funny.

my view was blocked by this gay couple and they were like really tall so i could only see jason from between their heads.

i also wanted to add that vanessa dropped her LOUIS VUITTON purse when she went to the toilet and this aussie guy followed her and returned it to her. i tell you, that can only happen in australia because in spore/kl, it will be gone in an INSTANT.

oh and this aussie guy and his friends approached us to ask what genre does jason sin and bla bla. ok im so lazy to blog now whatever.

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okay nabz if youre reading this.. i miss youuu heaps.

- 6:11 PM




Sunday, June 18, 2006

beyonce's new single has leaked and its hot! its called deja vu and its featuring jay z.

Fucking hot and i swear it will be the song of the summer or winter in whatever continent you are on.

i love the starting of the song where beyonce mentions the name of the instruments. fuck i miss her welcome back B. cant wait to hear it in clubs and the beat is mad and tight. WOOOOT. and beyonce's vocals has improved tremendously. i dont think a lot of ppl can copy it coz its really high.

cant wait for the video. i bet it will be AWESOMMMEEEE.I CANT STAND IT.

(ok to those who dislike it whatever i love it)

baby i swear its deja vu.

- 1:45 AM




Friday, June 16, 2006

vanessa is inviting me and others to STOMP next week! how ferrel is that? like totally man.
ive always wanted to watch STOMP live but never got to coz i never had the chance so now i get to go
and that is very very awesome. woohoo.

i was watching michael buble's concert dvd thing and i think he's amazing. his voice is so good live unlike most singers now who sound nothing like their cds. i think for someone to be able to be a singer, he/she must be able to sing live and singers who cant sing live should be called singers and should only be called entertainers.

if i was to be a singer i would actually choose jazz as a genre. yes i like rnb but jazz is so fun coz you get to have a live band backing you up. after watching his show, i felt this longing to perform again. its been ages since ive performed for anything. i miss it becuse i use to do it all the time.

i rememembered singing one of the hardest songs of all for the school's play West Side Story which is Maria. it was so hard coz the genre was not my genre at all because it was kinda opera-esque and i couldnt do rnb at all and it felt weird but ppl said they liked it so i guess i did alright. and i tried to do rock songs for this other concert thing and that was fun but that will be the last time i try rock. i like rock but performing it is not my thing.

ive never performed jazz before and i want to. the feeling of having a band back you up is amazing i think. buble has inspired me. muaha.

oh shaira told me ne-yo was here before. dammit.
oh and jason mraz is coming.

alright thats it. bye.

- 11:01 PM




Thursday, June 15, 2006

hell yeah the exams are OVER. I AM SO RELIEVED YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
the stress, the stress.

english was alright. MATHS TOTALLY SUCKED OMFG I DONT EVEN WANNA WALK ABT IT COZ IT WAS LIKE THE WORST PAPER IVE EVER DONE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. econs was fine and accounts was fine too. PLS LET MY GPA BE 7.5.

i wanna go out to the city tomorrow since i dont have any papers. i shall go and have retail therapy. yes. the best therapy. and return the books to the libary and all that shit.

i watched family guy, american dad and scrubs back to back on tv just now.

i cant wait to go back hoooooooooooooooome. wheeeee. malaysian fooood. yum. and bahasa malaysia. and other malaysian things. oh and ASTRO! cable. I MISS CABLE. why? because theres no MTV. I KNOW. how annoying right? wtf. but nvm. no cable means will study more.

AS IF.

im looking forward to the uni experience thing. will elaborate in detail next time. basically we will experience uni. yeah okay whatever.

oh im watching big brother now and krystal is blowing a condom up and filling it up with tampons. i hope jamie gets voted off big brother coz he annoys me coz he always walks around the house NAKED and like they will show his dick and stuff. yeah seriously. i get it if they shower nude but walking around nude? hmmm.

oh and claire is now showring topless. okay.

HAHA.

ENOUGH OF BIG BROTHER.


i need to go grocery shopping.

okay thats it im bored and tired i wanna go to bed so bye.

- 10:01 PM




Monday, June 12, 2006

It's the Queen's birthday on Monday so it's a holiday!
and on Tuesday is a study break holiday but im going for math turorials in the morning.

I HATE MATHS SO BAD.

i have eng,math and econs on wed and accounting on thurs. ARGH i hate EXAMS.

oh did you guys catch the world cup just now? Australia vs. Japan? I MEAN COME ON H0W AMAZING WAS THAT? its like Japan was leading for like the whole entire match by 1 goal and the last TEN MINUTES.. AUSTRALIA SCORED LIKE 3 FRICKING GOALS.
it was fucking awesome and amazing.

WOW.

GO AUSTRALIA!

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its quite rare of me to talk abt footie but i just had to blog about that.

ok ta.

- 10:56 PM




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