Wednesday, December 08, 2004

had lunch with whole family + maid today at halal food restaurant owned by a singaporean guy who is the brother-in-law of a teacher from T.K. what a small small world.

before that i went cut my hair at a saloon.hong kongs have stupid saloons that provides bad service and treatment. the hairdresser cut my ear. it wasn't painful and i asked for a discount but NO SPEAKA DA ENGLIS. cant be bothered so paid 100 hk and left.

earlier in the morning i woke up very early because my body was aching. had a bath. i filled it with near boiling water and it wasnt hot enough. wanted to go to the jacuzzi but its on the 7th floor and i was too drained to put my boardshorts on and go marching down there. and so i took panadols and lied down.

i think im a drug-addict.i took 6 panadol tablets.

NEVER GET HAIRCUTS AT HONG KONG'S SALOONS.

my maid told me a secret that very few people know. she's actually 16 yrs old. OMG. thats so screwed up. thats MY age. nearly blacked out when she told me that. oh well. shes here to make a living. and shes following us to Aussie. at least i have someone to relae to and be friend with in Oz. ill sure be left out there coz everyone will be occupied with the Atkinson gathering and whatever have you. its okay. im used to it. will spend time in shopping centres that closes everyday at 5pm. how dumb is that. Ozzies are lazy. just kidding.

iit was V.V.V.V.V.V.V. cold outside in the afternoon. i had a long sleeved shirt with a jumper. and it wasnt enough, still very cold and i had a runny nose because of that. take note : stay indoors. the wind was quite strong and it vaccumed my eyeballs out of the moisture. dry eyes are very annoying. my point is... hong kong is very cold and im not used to this constant 24/7 freezing. this temperature bugs me. Australia is going to be warm. what a drastic 180 degrees change of climate. i dont want to be in a warm place because im used to being in a cold place. ah. im so hard to please. forget it.

Oz wishlist.
-Bag
-Board shorts
-Sox
-School shoes

i found the school shoe i wanted!! and its P.E.R.F.E.C.T. its from quiksilver and the model is called Valiant. super duper cool and perfect. MUST get shoe.

during lunch mom suddenly asked how much i would want to contribute to the ipod? i said half and that question boggles my mind.

am i getting it?

if i am, when?

this males me think about it all over again when i managed to stop the obsession it suddenly gets brought up. what are they trying to do. agter all this rollercoaster ride they gave i better end up having the ipod. wheepee.

my flight is tomorrow midnight and maybe this will be the last time ill be blogging. good bye blog. will miss ya. till after Australia.

adios.

- 10:00 PM




Tuesday, December 07, 2004

i just watched the first one. funnaaaay.

cleverly written and very witty. haha.. can't get over some parts..

the scene where they faught and "its raining men" was blasting in the background while occasionally pausing for little dialogues. hahaha.

a memorable movie. a bit awkward though, watched it with mom. squirmed with ever "fuck" and "sex scenes" and "kissing scenes". hahaha.
anyhoo. gtg watch something else. whouldnt spend too much time on the computer! im on holidays! and on thurs...

BYE BYE HONG KONG AND HELLO AUSTRALIA!

the sand...the surf...

- 8:43 PM




Monday, December 06, 2004

im sick and tired of waiting and hoping for it. i have stopped the obsession and turned normal again. altho i need it very badly yo support the amount of music i have - its okay. i can survive without it for a couple of months i did before.

its cool that my sisters got it for their birthday. Rebecca's birthday is coming up so dad bought for her the green personalised ipod. cool huh? haha.. yeah. Shes's 13 years old.

Its hard being deprived of a parental love. i have never seen my dad before. and so i dont know what it is like to have an actual father. im not complaining but sometimes you tend to wonder.

my dad's daughters, a.k.a my step sisters are so lucky. they have both of their parents still.. altho separated but the both of them still care much for their daughters. and here i look at adam and see how lucky he is too.. to have both a mom and a dad to love him and guide him.

i really wish what it is like to have a father.

i asked my mom if the ipod could be the gift for my birthday in about 3-4 months from now. i can wait that long...i said.

"its a very expensive gift. i don't know yet."

ahhhhh. its okay. this about sums it up. its too expensive for me. :) its just TOO expensive to get it for me for my birthday.

i shall not mention about the gadget - since its too expensive for ME to have.

- 11:32 AM




is that how you spell it?

anyhoot! there's ponly one word to describe that movie.. OUTSTANDING!
its so funny and action-packed which is so damn freaking cool!! ahh..

Captain Jack Sparrow!
his dialogues are so witty yet they make you think. brilliant brilliant movie.

the plot is so well crafted.. i wonder how they could think of it. i pity the bad captain coz he didnt get to taste his apple. pity him.
some parts i didnt find made sense but im too lazy to type it out here.

i liked it when he said something abt if the black pearl didnt leave any survivors.. how did people know about it? damn superb.

i want to read the script.

i like Jack Sparrow's character a whole damn lot. i donno why. I FEEL VERY S L O W BECAUSE I JUST WATCHED THE MOVIE. nevermind. who gives a shit.

i want the script! i want the script! i want the script!

Orlando Bloom and Female actress was good also. i have no idea what to write now. i had it all planned out just now. NEVERMIND.

savvy?



- 1:03 AM




Sunday, December 05, 2004

never dwell, move on.

- 8:09 PM




do you realise that the time that you think and wonder about life the most is when you are about to go to sleep? before you are in a daze and suddenly get wiped out by a huge black blanket, you seem to have the most interesting thoughts and questions about life. you will probably not remember it because you doze off after you finished the thought as thought you were on some timer.

what fascinates me is sometimes you can answer all this questions or have answers to these thoughts or yet have solved the problem on that same night but forget the answers on the very same morning.

those are life's wonders.
perhaps it could be answered during bedtime later.

to reflect on oneself must be during the bedtime. that is the most apt time because you went through a lot in the day and you get to unwind and lay out what life has served you throughtout the day or week.

sometimes you contemplate on whether to write it down so that it wil get recorded or blog about it. sometimes you don't bother.

next time you get a thought, jot it down. you never know what it could bring.

- 6:35 PM




i wanna surf in australia!


well.. i have to learn first.

i watched this movie on cinemax just now on surfing and its damn exciting. it makes me wanna try it out.

maybe i could rent a surfboard there and learn to surf. it will be fun and a new thing to look forward to when i visit australia other than Dreamworld.

i learned to boogie-board last time. thats like a kiddies version of surfing.

it was a long time ago..
back when i was sec 1.

surfing is quite dangerous actually. you could hit those coral stuff and get bruised everywhere.

hmm.

- 5:24 PM




wei people!!
theres this thing called phlogger that ou can use to blog when you're not home!

yes yes!
you use A PHONE TO BLOG.

you send an sms to it and it shows on ur blog like a tagboard.

usually u forget on what to blog, but now u wont coz you can just send an sms to the blog and it will be shown there! cool ahh!! i want it!

but wait till i return home!

u can use MMS also.

its so cool ah! cool right fatz! it needs 1 week to register your account!

ahhh! cool cool.


- 1:38 AM




Saturday, December 04, 2004

i went to mongkok today after a tiring session of badminton.

i bought a few bracelets, a long sleeved t-shirt and a scrunchie. heh.. all the stuff there was quite cheap. we got a new pair of sandals for adam. very cute.

couldn't take the cab home coz there were no cabs so we took the MTR. note, its MTR not MRT.
the whole train system is very big and we had to walk quite far so everyone was tired.

we got in the lift at the train station and then adam pulled the headphones on ths guy's MINI IPOD. what a weird uncanny incidence. eveything is pointing out to me that i must have it. if you're tired of this ipod talk then stop reading now. haha.. altho it'll just be a mere couple of lines because im so lethargic.

when i said "..look even adam wants an ipod" then my mom turned to me and said "i donno if dad is going to let you have an ipod"

somehow the perspective changed. i might not have an ipod. the weird thing is he doens't know anything about this yet.

anyway.. my point here is.. if dad was to be forced into getting me the thing then i dont want it. seriously. you know why right? refer to previous entry.

if someone wants to get me something its not because of he/she was forced to or talked into. its because they wanted to and is sincere about getting it.. if you thought twice then better not.

i remember someone said to me if in doubt, never.

somehow i hope they read this so that they know how i feel about the situation but that won't happen because this is a diary and a diary is private.

i just realised that this is such a pessimistic entry! ahh... nevermind. this is MY diary. its MINE. huahuahua. k anyway..

its so cold outside. i went down just now to walk around and its so cold. when you're in kl/ s'pore you wish you were in a btter climate where its cold. but now i think being in a tropical climate is much better. you get to have the aircon on when its hot and go outside if its cold. but here everywhere is cold and im sick of it. not in a bad way
a good way.
its cold outside inside and all around.

bah.
im so whiney.


hope dangles on a string.. like slow spinning redemption.

israaaaaaak.


- 5:15 PM




Friday, December 03, 2004

no . i dont have the ipod. haha. well.. do i want the ipod? (mini)
yes i do.

i was having breakfast in the 7th floor today and me and mom talked abt stuff. yeah just stuff. random stuff. after that i kept bragging on how cool the ipod mini is and how it is scratch proof! which is good for clumsy ol' me.

then she got tired of it and went "tell me what you really want and we'll just get that." it was in a not very happy tone and i said ill think abt whether i want a discman or mp3 player.the truth is i want an mp3 player. but i dont want someone to get something for me because they HAVE to. i want them to do it in a happy mood. and when i get it i wont feel guilty and i wont feel bad.

so if they get me the thing in an unhappy mood then i dont want it. i dont want anything then coz then it'll make me feel guilty and i dont wanna feel guilty.

i hate feeling guilty.
guilt haunts.

so whenever i look at the whatever thing im gonna get then it'll remind me of how reluctant and unhappy they were about getting me the thing. then i'll be unhappy too.
ill be using the thing a lot so ill be unhappy a lot and then ill be depressed. depressed people are weird. i dont wanna be depressed.

ahh.. so i wont say a word until i get back from Oz and ogle at my step sisters's ipod minis. a a silver one, a gold one and a green one. the green one is a personalised one.how nice. while im left gadget-les and music-les. i dont even know if there are such words.

israk.


- 8:29 AM




Thursday, December 02, 2004

i forgot to say my parents condo has housekeeping. like the hotel kind. crazy right? macau. even though we have a maid. we have housekeeping. its like a maid for a maid.

anyway today woke up at 10. then... went to lunch.. at this malay cafe.
the owner is the brother in law of a teacher in tk. how uncanny is that? what a small world.

then we went to look at my mp3 player. huahua..we looked at some but nothing was nice ah.. my mom was like.. "..u want ipod mini right?" haha.. i said no. coz then it'll be the same aswhat my 3 sisters will have. haha i know i know.. should have said yes. but we didint buy anything.

we went to shop for adam's high chair and new toys for him.. it took so long coz they couldnt decide. ahh. tiring.

im so lazy to update ah.. so tired! got runny nose.

went to play badminton today.

point form update will start now.

-mom is organising a dance class.
-yes thats true and its hip hop music. woah.
-played badminton with mom
-shes not too bad
-someone guy came in and wanted to play with me and then he was like.. "come on come on" stupid basket. and i managed to win him. haha! padan muker bodz.
-yes seriously i did beat him.
- watched school of rock
-sialah good movie.
-no, rock isnt the best genre of music EVER. there are other types of music and its not because of mtv that they became popular.
-its like a crime that the kids didnt know abt the rock legends. whatever sia.
-haha.. but the movie still rocked ah! damn nice.

ok done. very tired.









- 9:43 PM




Wednesday, December 01, 2004

ive arrived at hong kong already.. heh.. was greeted by adam and mom and maid downstairs..
the apartment is like a hotel.. it has a lobby and it has a breakfast level and all that... aircon is on 24 hrs.. wah wah... cool seh..

neway.. didnt sleep yesterday... busy surfing the net on cheap mp3 players that has good quality...

mym dad is buying another ipod for my other younger sister. the green colour ipod mini. cool ah. i want one but i cant afford it coz i bught 7610. i dnt regret buying this fone. so its ok... wait for my birthday ah.. next year.. maybe some other cool ipod stuff coming out.. or whatver nicer ,p3s.

todat left home for the Central Statiob at around 11 then reached at 1130.. checked in and stuff then had macdonalds for lunch with granparents. after that bought train ticket to KLIA.. well the counter in which i was in was selling tickets ONLY for those who wants to go to the airport.. then the ticket woman can still ask.. "..yes..?" i made a... sarcastic face and went.."..K.L.I.A". haha.. i said slowly.. then she laughed.

i sat in the train in fron of this old auntie and younger chinese guy.. i thought they were mother and son. but I DONT THINK SO.. coz they were holding hands and whispering away to each other. i think maybe they're off to go to Bali and have a wedding there. gross man. damn old auntie and 20++ kid..

arrived at airport.. then walked around and around.. fr something to buy.. in the end i bought chewing gum and tissue.
yes.
tissue.

i was feeling a bt under the weather. thats why... you think i buy tissue for fun ah? ok.

(im typing on a mac's computer..so cool.. haha.. using my mom's comp..)

then i boarded the aeroplane... i was in economy class... i REALLY HATE ECONOMY CLASS. luckily when im going to australia later ill be in business. hopefully.

wanna know why i hate eco class? coz its so cramped and i felt like i was in a sardine can.

there was this HUGE FAT HUMONGOUS GIGANTIC guy who was sitting next to me and he occupied 3 seats. i was in on of those 3 seats.

when he had to read the newspaper.. he had to stretch out his hand so far out so that it doenst block my view of the tv screen. and when he put his hands on the arm rest.. it would like occupy nearly half of my seat..

then he had to go to toilet. i had to get up and move back in this SMALL economy class part of the plane. and then he returned and the processed repeted it self.

if he had not drank 10 glasses of red wine and 1 glass of white wine.. i dont think he would have wanted to go to the toilet. plus he had this cough that produced the most disgusting phlegm sound. and he coughed A LOT.

i watched prinncess diaries 2. ok i know its crap ah but there was nothing else on. and it was a funny show. i like the 2 maids. and there was this scene where i think i laughed quite loudly and fat gigundo man looked at me.

3 hrs after that. arrived in HK and here i am.

ok i still donno who won singapore idol! ahh!! i wanna know! i think theyre having a good time there!

ok my entry for today is done.


- 9:19 PM




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