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Friday, August 26, 2005
oh i surfed the oc's website and their season 3 is beginning this September!
DAMN. i wanna go and watch ah.
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THAT.
i <3 Death Cab for Cutie.
i wanna get the "the mix from the oc" cd and a cd by Death Cab for Cutie.
oh and, hide and seek by imogen heap is a very strange song.
- 10:09 PM
on the contrary, im very saddened and depressed and angry and frustrated about it coz i have no more oc to watch and i have to wait for a long time and the ending was...
SUPER DRAMATIC!! and i wanna know what happens next! DAMMIT!
quickly get the season 3 oc done with! i wanna do another marathon. and let me tell you.
ITS A DAMN GOOD ENDING. albeit frustrating though. you'll see.
no more late nights till 3 am watching oc and also in the afternoons when everyone takes their afternoon naps.
someone spoiled a few oc stuff to me. but somehow i managed to avoid the MOST GARGANTUAN ONE! or TWO OR THREE OR FOUR!!!
wheeee.
oc makes me happy. and it makes me sad and angry and depressed depending on how their days go. the show really affects my mood and it gets me saying stuff like "eh no.. dont do that! that is so wrong" which i never do. and other weird comments i make during the oc. but when its a happy episode, i feel so elated and ill smile all the way. weird huh?
i feel too attached now i dont know what to do after oc.
study i guess.
boring.
I JUST CANT GET OVER THE FACT THAT IVE FINISHED THE SEASON 2 AND THERES NO MORE OC TO WATCH!
AHHHH.
this sucks. so maybe i have to find another serial.
lost, perhaps?
- 3:16 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
lets just say, superman brought bad things. and the song behind it was "behind these hazel eyes" I HATE THAT SONG NOW. (although i will still listen to it and enjoy it secretly)
on wednesday i stayed in my room the whole day/night. didnt have breakfast and lunch at all. i just stayed in bed till about 7 pm and then my tuition teacher arrived and i had tuition. after that was dinner and i finished this full plate of rice quickly coz i was really hungry.
since i had a late dinner and tuition. i missed rockstar inxs so i caught the later telecast of it which was at 1220am.
everyone was good actually except for my favourite, jordis unga.
well, she hit a bad note and then it got bad from there. poor thing coz she's really good.
after that i continued with my oc marathon! i borrowed my friend's complete season 2 dvd of the oc and i have been watching it every night till about 3 am. haha!
there were not much lesbian scenes except for kissing. that upside down kiss between with summer and seth was kinda corny. haha! well at least they got back together and i think zach is a cool character.
so as i was watching oc at around 2 am. i got a call from a private number.
when i picked up a person said " pls keep me company now because im trying to get some food from the kitchen coz i cant sleep and the lights are all off and im scared"
i was like... who ARE you?
and she said.. haha.. im dot dot dot. so i was like.. HAH! okay.. i thought i was gonna be the one calling you first.. but you beat me to it.
our conversation lasted till about 530 am. we talked about a lot of stuff and it was really fun coz it wasnt awkward at all and i was being myself and i wasnt trying to act or something. i think talking at night shows your real side or something.
well it was quite an insightful conversation coz we opened up alot and talked about our secrets and other agendas.
what made it better was that.. we switched turns calling each other. like.. she would call till my battery died and then i would call her till her battery died then she would call me again while i charged my battery and then i would call her again and so on and so forth.
like some people who just expect you to call them and never want to call back because they dont wanna waste money or their parents wont allow it or some crappy shit. hours and hours would go on and they would never even offer to call back and expect us to stay on the line without being guilty about the charges and would keep talking to get us on the line.
and after that... they'll be like... "oh im not paying, he's the one who is paying.. what do i care".
sometimes simple acts like offering to call back or at least calling first would be the least they can do. or maybe im just a dumb fuck who keeps calling people who doesnt give a fuck but pretend to.
BACK to my story. yeah.. its really good to actually have someone call you back after youve been on the phone with them for a long time. it gives you a feeling that they actually care.
- 5:32 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
she said she would. HAHA.
but that was actually after she hinted to me that she wanted me to ask her.
i was getting mixed signals so i didnt wanna be a shit.
and this prom is a weird prom to me coz we're going to another school's prom which isnt exactly OUR prom but we wanted to experience prom. the prom that my school organises is just.. NOT PROM. its like a graduating party. which is quite boring but it can be fun because you have a lot of acquaintances in the party itself.
ah enough about that. what sucks arse is that ive got econs and commerce extra classes tomorrow and ihave half a mind not to go. but i have to.
YES I HAVE TO.
why?
4-7 As for trials and SPM baybeh.
i think im not gonna spend as much time on the computer next week and the week after that and the week after that which accumulates to a total of 3 weeks or maybe 4. put the misconception aside people, its not that i WONT use the computer, ill just not use it as much. like, maybe just blog aand chat for half an hour everyday. but when after the hols i wont use till the trials are over. till then.
ta
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you kiss me like an overdramatic poet
- 1:30 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
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look at what i snapped from the local newspaper.
i mean, whatever happened to the censorship board?
there were more, actually, but they weren't funny enough so i didn't bother taking pictures of them. i think the whole of malaysia's population has just got a new update in their english vocabulary of profanity. whee.
i think they shouldn't bother censoring stuff from the television/movies/radios now that the cat is out of the bag and the youths of malaysia has already seen how some profanities are actually spelt. (yes ive seen wrong spellings of cusses) its so pathetic. i think they should bring back the oc and little britain since the censorship board didn't ban this article!
WE WANT THE OC AND LITTLE BRITAIN BACK YOU LITTLE SHITS!
wanna know what's more interesting? its actually from the youth's section.
lovely.
what's next? karmastura in the sports section?
- 2:28 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
nabz(nabilla) is on the left and izzie(izzaty) in on the right.
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i watched charlie and the chocolate factory!
loved it! johny depp's portrayal was awesome.
i wonder how someone could act so fantastically and can change his characters for every movie. you know how sometimes if you watch a few movies with the same actors you can sense the similarity and the vibe that he brings on every movie? but for johny depp.. you barely recognise him. like.. charlie and the choc factory, edward scissorhands and pirates of the carribean.
he's my favourite actor.
let me tell you what happened today, friday 19th august 2oo5.
first of all
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY IZZIE!
i didn't go to school today because i had a "stomach ache" in the morning. i slept till 4pm! can you imagine that? 4pm. im sucha pig. i think i need a gong for an alarm clock.hm. i didnt wanna go to school today anyway since i didnt feel like it? yeah.
at around 7++ i began smsing and calling people. i decided to watch CATCF and dragged sarah and aston to watch it with me. aston has watched it before and he said it was a boring and dull movie and it was meant for those younger than 12...but he changed his mind afterwards.
i thought i could take the car with me but my grandma has to go out for some function. then i frantically called a cab and then realised my wallet was playing hide and seek with me. i took about 15 minutes to find my wallet and then all 3 of us shared a cab all the way to klcc.
thank god the show wasn't fully booked yet. we bought the tickets 15 minutes before the show started and had some mcd for dinner.
AND SOMETHING HILARIOUS HAPPENED TO SARAH WHEN HE ORDERED AT MCDS BUT I SHOULDNT WRITE IT HERE COZ SHE DOESNT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW. BOY WAS IT HILARIOUS AND IM STILL LAUGHING TILL NOW.
yep after that we shared a taxi back home again. oh, shaira's family was at klcc also watching bewitched.
faliha, shaira's younger sister, came up to me and said so uber cutely "ishwaak, can you sing maria for mee?" something like that. haha! it was super cute i tell you.
btw, maria was the name of the song i had to sing solo during my school's musical. it was the westside story. and i was also told faliha sings that song everyday at home.. she's 3 yrs young.
ive got literature class in the morning later. history tuition in the afternoon and maths tuition in the evening. what a life. care to share?
something good to look out for! next week is the start of the school holidays!!
the downside is that ill have to study EXTRA EXTRA hard because i've got trials a week after the school re-opens. that sucks arse doesn't it? yeah but what do you care? hm.
my hope for trials..? lemme see.. 4As? hopefully no failures and Cs.
Eng.
EST.
Maths.
Econs.
Eng Lit?
i think i need a new phone. my nokia is constantly being a bitch and i have enough of bitches in school to have to deal with.
here's something amusing. the prefects had a meeting last tuesday and my name, along with 2 other classmates of mine came out and i was named the egostitical bunch who never wants to listen to the junior prefects and never wants to line up after recess/lunch, under their command. what bullshit is that? and i bet it came from amirul.
well what happened was, it was raining so i came to the asembly plaza early and then he screamed.. "everyone line up!! and one girl screamed back.. its raining, you dont expect us to line up when its raining! and he shouted back " i said line up not it was raining!"
i hated that tone and it clearly sounded egotistical and he wants to show us he is in charge or something because clearly, noone takes him seriously cuz he is a geek but thinks otherwise. and by otherwise he thinks he is the greatest gift to mankind. so when i heard that, i just went upstairs without lining up and i guess that was when i got "blacklisted".
stupid prefectorial board. if anyone brings this up to me ill have a good story to tell them. and i hope amirul doesnt become the head prefect next year. he's very weird and odd.. the whole family is.. including the younger sisters.
ok back to something BETTER.
ive been smsing nabz for awhile now. shes a good friend. like izzie! heh. she smsed me right after i woke up today telling me that her canteen day was a success. she sang i think? yeah. then we continued till a while ago when she fell asleep. and i think izzie thinks im mad at her but im not!
the picture of nabz and izzie is on the top
- 1:27 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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that's me and noreen. yeah i think those eyes got opened a bit too wide, i look freaky.
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4 commerce kids infront of a whiteboard.
those pictures were taken at around 2++ today when a teacher didnt come in.i think ill update more tomorrow coz we've got a class trip! wooot.
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i think sometimes if a type of joke is repeated everyday so many times it gets dull. i used the word "type" and not "same" because the jokes aren't the same instead the type of joke is similar. what am i saying? i dont even comprehend.
today was filled with assesment tests. we had history and maths test and it was annoying coz i couldnt answer - DIDNT STUDY. serves me right.
bla bla. i think if i update on what happens in school, people who read this might just shoot themselves. not in the mood to blog now but ill update more later.
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i fell aslep after writing this entry. i woke up at around 9. im such a lazy pig i deserve to die.
i fell asleep on monday, tuesday and wednesday.
i feel bad coz i fell asleep on her again and its been 3 days in a row.
and i just caught the 2nd telecast of rockstar inxs.
i HATE jd.
i <3 Jordis Unga and Marty.
my favourite performances were by Jordis, Susan and Mig. i liked some of the others as well but i forgot their names.
I <3 JORDIS .
i realised why reality singing shows in malaysia are so bad compared to american ones.
first of all, their talent is amazing and they have originality.
they're more open minded and liberal i guess and the song selections are awesome compared to malaysian ones who chooses BAD BAD BAD songs that aren't their forte in the first place.
and the american ones are also very open about their song choices like how on rockstar inxs, INXS gave Marty "hit me baby one more time" by britney and he pulled it off greatly!
whats pathetic about malaysian reality shows is the audience and the fans. some can't even clap on the right beat! and they're not hyper enough. i think the malaysian mentality needs to be changed a lot even though we're on the 48th merdeka (independence) year.
i quote from a website:
"...because people here say to me, " So, you read a lot, huh?" in the same tone they use to say " So, you eat the noses of small children, huh? You sick bastard. "
she's implying about the mentality of malaysians who refuses to read a book. i know A LOT OF PEOPLE- all who are my friends who have never read a book in their life, excluding those that has got to do with school.
how..SAD is that? they're missing so much.
...but they watch a lot of movies though.
- 4:22 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i came to school early today! yay for me. mr.poddy sang me to sleep and then i think i fell asleep at about 5 am. ((:
we had 2 english periods to get through in which i spent the time doing malay homework and then later found out that the malay teacher wasn't coming in because he had to leave early. gah.
i got my essay marks back. not too pleased because it wasn't that great. oh well i have to move on and write better i guess. i got 30/50 for the first one and 38/50 for the second one. bummer.
we had maths after that and did a few questions and recess followed after that. 4 free periods were followed after that! how glorious! if one period was 40 minutes, i had a total of 2 hours and 40 minutes of having nothing to do! rejoice!
although i think i did talk a lot and other irrelevant stuffs. we had agama after that for about 2 periods and we were supposed to do a mock test and i didn't study at all. but i got help from people though. we had to do about 3 essay questions and it took me one hour something because i was busy chit-chatting.
we had extra paper so i decided to write down all the names of my classmates and kinda "label them". i passed the paper around and by the time i knew it, my list was fully filled.
*skip this part because its totally ridiculous and pointless*
Adib - "LOW DEEP SEXY VOICE"
Aston - Class Whore
Husni - Ayah Pin/ Ustaz KTJ
Aristian - Monster
Fauzi - "Buble Impersonator"
Faiz - Oh-so-fragile
Shafik - Class Clown
Hafiz - Blurrr/ Willy Wonka
Ei - Japanese Freak
Noreen - L.O.U.D.
Hazwany - Ms. Gediks
Shaira - The Terminator
Israk - (no need to know this)
Nelly - Queen of Civics
Jinn Yueh - Jay Chou wannabe
Sin Tat - Gentle Giant
Mun Hon - Mood Swing-er
Prashant - Sports Maniac
YES THAT WAS TOTALLY IRRELAVANT AND ITS AN INSIDE JOKE. wakaka.
other than that i think nothing actually happened besides that im still awake! which is a miracle and my tuition got cancelled. jubilance! ill probably take a few minutes of nap.
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there is progress but i think i should take it a step by step.
i shouldn't get too carried away.
if not it'll turn up like last time which was horrendous.
- 4:28 PM
i didnt wanna pass the principal when i was late so i hid at the back of this wall with 3 other inaians until the finished his speech.
i strodded past him and glanced and sure enough, he was staring at us. ooooh. i felt bad.
to make sure im not coming late on tuesdays im not gonna sleep! haha. yeah. beat that! so thats the reason why im awake now.
anways, the first 2 periods were english. we had to do some essays for the assessment test. it was fine i guess. nothing exceptional. i thought we only had to do one essay but to my horror, we had to do 2 and i realised this at quite a late time.
we were supposed to have economics after that but the essays took forever to finish so we skipped the 3rd period to continue with our essays. bah!
after that was recess and i had the usuals.
i dont know why some people want to be a class clown. i mean, aren't there better things to do besides making dumb jokes and remarks and creating havoc in the class and not taking a break to breathe for even a nanosecond? its effing ridiculous. whats worst is that people actually enjoy the balderdash that's coming our from their mouths. sometimes i wonder what makes people so feebleminded.
ok back to school life. after recess we had a free period so the our class teacher came in and made us decorate the class for the upcoming national day. yeah and it took about 3 periods which to me could have been used to do a lot of other productive things. some teachers are so peculiar.
the whole session of class-decorating made us miss the computer period. the most essential lesson during school time of course! yeah we're made to surf the internet. but nonetheless, the teacher succumbed to our pleading and let us go peacefully.NOT. we actually ran away from class when she went out for a while. muahaha. we are bastards.
after that we had malay which was quite insipid. the teacher went on and on while i rested my head on the table and nearly drifted off to sleep. following the malay period was lunch. we had some chicken thing with yuck gravy and it made me lose my appetite so i had about 3 spoonfuls of rice and plain water.
then had history and science which was equally boring. although i think that science is actually quite enthralling because you learn things that you never knew and the explanations are awesome. yeah yeah. im a geek. ok move on.
classes ended at 330 and i went down and took the radio to rehearse our performance for the upcoming IU Day. honestly, the rehearsal was bad because we were testing the key because we lowered the key of the song and somehow it did not fit and it was atrocious! i think we have to re-edit the instrumental.
after about half an hour of singing we stopped and then went home. when i reached home i started smsing someone. i was so drained from school that i fell asleep tilll about 9pm. that explains why im still not asleep yet at 3 am. had dinner after that and then we continued smsing till about 1030. something struck us after awhile - WE COULD CHAT ON MSN INSTEAD OF WASTING MONEY TEXTING.
yeah that went till 1am++ and now im here blogging because i have nothing else to do. (that's a lie because i have homework but im too lazy)
oh and i just realised that the pj-ians dont have assessment test this week. why are WE having it then? WHY ARE YOU TORTURING US? DO YOU HATE US SO MUCH? bah. enough.
there's a great news though, we're having a class trip to somewhere this wednesday. although its to some dull place, i dont-freaking-mind at all because we can escape school and slack off and look at some paintings.
other great updates is that we are gonna have a week of holidays next week but there is a downside because it means SPM is coming. i donno why but i absolutely abhor exams.
and the haze has cleared but but i was secretly wishing that it would linger a little longer so that we dont have to attend school. silly me.
wishes never do come true.
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, HERE I COME!
its not opened in malaysia yet. so slow lah! aiyo.
ta.
- 3:08 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
but that's a fat chance because MIRACULOUSLY my exam results are gonna come up a few days before my brithday. im sure im not gonna do SOO wonderfully but i hope i wont do so badly either.
back to the sexy thing.
its a 12 inch apple powerbook.
http://www.apple.com/powerbook/index12.html
thats the webbie if you were wondering what it looks like.
if its not sexy to you then maybe you're gay.
ok im off.
- 7:35 PM
i had tuition at 145 till 345. and then went online.
i was so bored that i decided to go and buy my own dinner for tonight and then i drove to the nearest drive-thru Mcs. *note to self: never drive while eating mcflurry*
what did i have for dinner? uh.. big mac. fries. chocolate milkshake and mcflurry.
whats on tv today that i wanna watch? uh.. mentor and little britain
what time do i intend to go to bed today? uh.. 12pm i guess
omg this entry is so effing boring. i think it might get better after ive managed to get used to blogging. hopefully.
ta.
- 7:24 PM
yippe-ya-yo. im here again. maybe you guys can expect me to write here again - or maybe not because i might send my computer for repair because its screwed.
lets see how long this template lasts before i get another one.
cheerios.
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