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Monday, January 23, 2006

i cant believe im leaving tomorrow! yeah its nearly 3am now so its counted as a monday and i leave on tuesday so IT IS TOMORROW. this whole studying in sydney thing still hasnt hit me yet. im just carrying out my life as usual as if im not going anywhere. ill prolly hit rock bottom there after a few weeks.

i passed out and cut my tongue a few days back due to excessive vomiting. i wonder how these bullimic girls do it. it makes you super duper califragilisticly weak! omg. SERIOUSLY.

i spend quite a lot of money shopping 2 days ago. bought clothes! WOOHOO! i kinda feel guilty coz my mom said dont buy anymore stuff coz your luggage will be heavy. but i dont listen and im gonna get it when i arrive in hong kong on tuesday. shiet.

oh yes! i bought a BenQ laptop the other day! its super REALLY NICE! i love it coz its not too big or too small. just RIGHT. and its... BLACK! so i dont have to ever worry if the laptop's color will be "in" or not because black is always in. I LOVE MY LAPTOP.. but its stashed somehwere and ill only use it when im away from home.

this morning i went to meet my OTHER family. you know? my dad's side. i still feel like there is a void. OBVIOUSLY. because ive never met them before.. and then suddenly.. OKAY THIS IS YOUR FAMILY NOW. well they gave me some money. how thoughtful. MORE SHOPPING THEN! gotta get 2 pairs of shoes and etc. oh and i have a GREAT GRANDMOTHER! how awesome is that? like.. GREAT GRANDMA!! shes 90-something and she's chinese. i think shes really cool... like she tells me interesting stories and stuff. shes quite hip too! she got a new nokia flip phone the other day and then i accompanied her to klcc because she wanted to buy some clothes. DESIGNER ONES. AWESOME RIGHT? and shes my GREAT GRANDMA. altho i met her for a couple of hours I LOVE HER ALREADY. she sayd she might be gone in a couple of years so shes really thankful that she got to meet me after 17 years. she cried after that.

quite sad tho. i never know what to reply when people talk abt death.

and tonight ROCKED AS WELL! ive been having these fantastic days and i'll keep em as memories to keep me going in sydney. ill really miss my friends and family. HAIIIH.
oh yeah.. we had dinner at TGIF and they had really fabulous food.

OH GET THIS.. i told them that it was me and shaira's birthday so we got free dessert and free cheers! HIP HIP HOORAY! very very very fun and happening kay. haha. and a lot of pictures taken.

oddly, i dont have anything planned for tomorrow, my last day in malaysia. eh wait.. yes yes.. im going shopping. how could i forget a SHOPPING TRIP.

i think this is it lah. my eyelids are getting very droopy and im dead tired.

i just wanna thank Geetha, Nisha, Sarah, Hanis, Noreen, Fauzi, Faiz, Shafiq, Shaira, Aston for coming to my farewell dinner. it really IS farewell.

i think im done here for now.

- 2:43 AM