What does this mean?
Thursday, August 25, 2005
lets just say, superman brought bad things. and the song behind it was "behind these hazel eyes" I HATE THAT SONG NOW. (although i will still listen to it and enjoy it secretly)
on wednesday i stayed in my room the whole day/night. didnt have breakfast and lunch at all. i just stayed in bed till about 7 pm and then my tuition teacher arrived and i had tuition. after that was dinner and i finished this full plate of rice quickly coz i was really hungry.
since i had a late dinner and tuition. i missed rockstar inxs so i caught the later telecast of it which was at 1220am.
everyone was good actually except for my favourite, jordis unga.
well, she hit a bad note and then it got bad from there. poor thing coz she's really good.
after that i continued with my oc marathon! i borrowed my friend's complete season 2 dvd of the oc and i have been watching it every night till about 3 am. haha!
there were not much lesbian scenes except for kissing. that upside down kiss between with summer and seth was kinda corny. haha! well at least they got back together and i think zach is a cool character.
so as i was watching oc at around 2 am. i got a call from a private number.
when i picked up a person said " pls keep me company now because im trying to get some food from the kitchen coz i cant sleep and the lights are all off and im scared"
i was like... who ARE you?
and she said.. haha.. im dot dot dot. so i was like.. HAH! okay.. i thought i was gonna be the one calling you first.. but you beat me to it.
our conversation lasted till about 530 am. we talked about a lot of stuff and it was really fun coz it wasnt awkward at all and i was being myself and i wasnt trying to act or something. i think talking at night shows your real side or something.
well it was quite an insightful conversation coz we opened up alot and talked about our secrets and other agendas.
what made it better was that.. we switched turns calling each other. like.. she would call till my battery died and then i would call her till her battery died then she would call me again while i charged my battery and then i would call her again and so on and so forth.
like some people who just expect you to call them and never want to call back because they dont wanna waste money or their parents wont allow it or some crappy shit. hours and hours would go on and they would never even offer to call back and expect us to stay on the line without being guilty about the charges and would keep talking to get us on the line.
and after that... they'll be like... "oh im not paying, he's the one who is paying.. what do i care".
sometimes simple acts like offering to call back or at least calling first would be the least they can do. or maybe im just a dumb fuck who keeps calling people who doesnt give a fuck but pretend to.
BACK to my story. yeah.. its really good to actually have someone call you back after youve been on the phone with them for a long time. it gives you a feeling that they actually care.
- 5:32 AM