Saturday, January 15, 2005

i am terrified of what the future holds for me. who knows what might happened to me when i am 25 or 30? i can't rely on my parents for eternity and what if my life doesn't turn out to be what i hope it will be? god i am p.e.t.r.i.f.i.e.d

i've planned out a long entry today but i somehow have had a mind block.

i don't want to fail in life and i dont want to lose people who i care about in life.
imagine me being 30 and having no family or i lose one of my limbs? that is very scary ain't it?

you won't even realise that 20 years have passed and when you reminisce on the good old times you'll realise.. it has passed so quickly. after this will be college. after that will be uni. it will be over so fast and you won't even realise it.

i hope i have friends who i can count on later in life.



me: what's going to happen to malaysia in 15 years time?
grandpa: it will be a developed country..that's what they're hoping
i don't think i can live till then..
me: nobody knows...


- 10:43 PM




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