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Saturday, January 22, 2005
today i woke up at 1. yes i woke up at 1 on a hari raya. so not hari raya-ish. didnt go for raya prayers and didnt go fot friday prayers. BAD ISRAK. shall go next week.
went to klcc with cousin and uncle and auntie. ate BK and i wanted to buy a sweater to use for school at FCUK but it costs 400 ringgit. shall ask mom to buy. she understands the need for good clothes.
then i saw this cool oakley shades. its the "dart board" model. its super cool. it costs 500 ringgit. will ask grandparents to get for me for my birthday. yeah!
so much expensive stuff now. i saw a Versace shop at klcc and was tempted to go in. but i didnt coz i might stain t-shirt that costs a thousand bucks. i somehow shall earn enough money to shop at these stores. thats my main aim. to be able to shop at these shops.
after that i went home. and then aston came to my house and my uncle sent me and him to geetha's house. it was so sad seeing them. they tried to put on a happy face but we could see right through it. their mother's eyes were so red and swollen.
we sat upstairs and kumaren and geetha joked with us. told us about her new school and jkumaren told us about college. they didnt wanna cry because they had to be strong for their mom. i feel so sad for them.
geetha said she stayed by the coffin for 2 days lookinng at touching her dad's body. she said his legs and arms and face was all broken. his face was all sewed up. when he jumped off the 17th floor.. he landed and BOUNCED. he didnt die when he landed but died when he bounced. imagine the pain he must've experienced. i squirmed.
she said he didnt understand why he wanted to leave her and everyone.. how she misses him and how his arm didnt feel normal again when she touched it. i feel so sorry.
i shook hands with her mom and her sister when we left and they thanked us for coming. i could sense the sadness in their eyes.
aston's mom sent me hom and she said to geetha "im sorry you lose your PARENTS". haha. then shee realised it and said father. haha.
then i had to RUUUUUUSH home coz i had a party to attend. i got ready and stuff and then got sent by my grandad. i arrived and the secutrity guard let me in.
her father was having some meeting with some actors and the party was at the poolside. hmm.
the party was okay la. i just ate and talked a lot. i went home at around 1230. shamin sent me home in her car. ill miss her although we had the usual fights. she's leaving for australia.
EH FATZ. she told me hetty and taufik did date for awhile. haha. TAUFIK found her attractive too. it wasnt a one way thing. and im meeting hetty for coffee on sunday then i can ask her about taufik. haha. stupid la.
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