What does this mean?
Friday, January 28, 2005
the principal was saying that he wants to combine the whole school and make it united and not be divided in 3 teams. he chose the colour PURPLE for our new color. wtf. i dislike purple.
then we had road run and then we ran and walked. the usual. today is the last time i will be runnning such a long distance. we wanted to stop by Fauzi's house to drink in the middle of the run.. and on the way there.. WE GOT CAUGHT.
i donno what to say and then we got scolded like hell when we got back by Puan.Mas. whattabitcch. she made it into such a huge ordeal ive no idea why and even the principal laughed it off. i was being condescending all the time and kept bringing back whatever she said in the past.
then we had english. he took the whole period to read excerpts from the lit book. and everybody was sleeping. i was trying my best to pay attention haha. but in the end i succumbed and lied on the table.
then Mr.Durai was like.. ok i can see you guys are tired.. fine fine go to sleep. then when he left the class we went "good night". he's so called the most understanding teacher of all teachers.
happy birthday zayaana shazlene. xD
after that we had zay's birthday party in the lecture hall. actually only her class people could be there but i sneaked in and ate yummy cake. woot~
after that the principal called the whole school to the lecture hall to elect the School captain and etc etc. now its no more.. small houses...its the whole school as a team competing with other schools. more stressful.
we had to give 4 names for the candidates for the School Capt. and then 4 were given and then Fauzi got elected. good la.. better than Prashant coz he will get bullied.
then it was time for School Gymrama Capt.
Fauzi raised his hand and went..."I want Israk". i was like... uh. shit. then jinn yueh kept repeating " i support i support." what lah.
then the Principal wanted 3 more names. and everyone was very QUIET. they didnt say any other name. everyone was being quiet. like NOONE wanted to say anyone elses name.
which meant i was going to be incharge of THE WHOLE GODDAM SCHOOL. shit. I CANT.
he said only i only need 2 assistants. so i have to decide properly. i know some people who wants the job.
he lectured the school on how they gave me their full trust and must always trust him and i have the only and final say on any formations, steps or music ideas. and they must cooperate with me. i just sat there and looked blur.
im supposed to plan everything tonight and practise starts next friday. DAMMMIT. if we dont win im gonnna be so pissed and embarassed.
but why do they trust me so much? there must be other candidates in the school? i am not someone who is responsible and i cant hande this whole school.
dammit. ive got no ideas.
SHIT.
- 1:49 AM