Thursday, January 06, 2005

i was made Captain of Gymrama. WHY?! WHY WAS I MADE THE CAPTAIN? i specifically said i DONT wanna be the captain and yet they chose me. luckily i was not made captain for the whole house. although i was nominated.. i didnt get it coz they wanted me for gymrama? WHY? dammit la. i hate ordering people and stressing over the steps and formations and music. SHIT. i hate this.

the Captain had to make a speech after the elections and Aston who was made Captain gave a speech on everyone to try their best to win and stuff and cooperate with each other. then i had to do a speech. i went up and stood there for a long time because i didnt expect to be made captain and i had not planned anything..so i just said..

"okay this year willl be very different from last year and i hope we can win again. i wont be collecting much from you guys because we wont be using as much props as we did last yr. 5 ringgit only. heh. and good luck"

haha. damn stupid right. but nvm la.. theyre gonna hear MORE from me over the coming weeks. i will probably shout and punish and all that ah. which i hate to do. but it has to be done. which sucks coz that was what i did last yr.

so i had to go and get the the Captains signature and Asst. Gymrama's signature and MY signature and go and book the songs we use. we have to boook it because no other school or house can use the same songs. thats why i was very kan-chiong. haha.

i hate bitch mazni. seriously. damn you. she's the teacher for this other house and she asked me to join the debate. now i hate to be in the debate. FUCK this damn school man. i wanna be 3rd speaker and i think thats easier. why do i have to be in debate? coz somehow i need to be the leader for this first debate so that others can follow for the next debates. CANT THEY LEAD ALSO? THEY ARE THE SAME AGE AS ME. THEYRE NOT BLOODY STUPID AND IM NOT A LEADER. thats just bullshit. so now i hate to prepare my text and memorize it. shit.

and research.

i hate my school so much now for making me their slave and a freaking dog.

but i wanna win debate and i wanna win gymrama. WAKAKA. okok nvm. its just i dont wanna be incharge. coz if we lose then its MY fault.

did you know that there are only 2 words in malay that are made my malays? EVERY OTHER WORD IS TAKEN FROM OTHER LANGUAGES? cool. the words are

babi and pasrah.

interesting.

- 4:58 PM




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