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Sunday, January 30, 2005
- 1:05 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
i dont have friends who i can really relate to. i keep thinking about how these friends will appear when i go to college.
i feel wrong and i should spend more time and get to know my school friends. im always trying to find BETTER friends that can fill that void in my life. i never stop and think how my current friend are also a bunch if nice people. its just when its a small school, the friends you get are relatively small.
thats why i keep telling my friends, there will be better friends for you later. it could somehow be a major turn and i end up having no friends at all. what makes me think the friends im going to have in college will be better than those i have in high school?
i need friends. friends play a very huge part in my life. i dont have any siblings and my cousins are still too young.
ive decided to just stay in malaysia and further my studies here. we have 2 years of college right? do 1 yr here and then go somewhere else. or maybe i wont even go australia. the reason about i was so hyped on going to australia was because australians are cool and i would love living there and i love meeting people. i didnt wanna stay in malaysia because ill have to speak more malay. i dont like speaking malay all the time. coz it affects the way i speak english.
then it hit me. I DONT WANNA BE BLOODY AMERICANS WHO CAN ONLY SPEAK ONE PATHETIC LANGUAGE. learning 2 languages and being able to converse well in 2 languages is a very good thing. yeah yeah english is the universal language but its not fun to just be able converse in one language. so i wanna speak more malay. YES. saya suka bertutur dalam bahasa melayu.
wouldnt it be sad that in your whole entire life, you can only talk in english? such a sad sad thing. i wanna make it a point to learn french and a bit of chinese and indian. take it step by step.
so yeah, i wanna reside here but when i move out of malaysia its not that i hate malaysia, its just i like meetinng people. i enjoy it.
i have not yet studied or done any homework by myself. i really have to start now. ive got this frickin' gymrama thing. there will be concert later on. then theres asessment test next week. and by next week will be the first practise. and ive not done anything. all the stuff ive been doing is sleeping and watching tv. great huh? i really need to study now.
this weekend please study. i realy really really wanna do well.
- 2:16 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
the principal was saying that he wants to combine the whole school and make it united and not be divided in 3 teams. he chose the colour PURPLE for our new color. wtf. i dislike purple.
then we had road run and then we ran and walked. the usual. today is the last time i will be runnning such a long distance. we wanted to stop by Fauzi's house to drink in the middle of the run.. and on the way there.. WE GOT CAUGHT.
i donno what to say and then we got scolded like hell when we got back by Puan.Mas. whattabitcch. she made it into such a huge ordeal ive no idea why and even the principal laughed it off. i was being condescending all the time and kept bringing back whatever she said in the past.
then we had english. he took the whole period to read excerpts from the lit book. and everybody was sleeping. i was trying my best to pay attention haha. but in the end i succumbed and lied on the table.
then Mr.Durai was like.. ok i can see you guys are tired.. fine fine go to sleep. then when he left the class we went "good night". he's so called the most understanding teacher of all teachers.
happy birthday zayaana shazlene. xD
after that we had zay's birthday party in the lecture hall. actually only her class people could be there but i sneaked in and ate yummy cake. woot~
after that the principal called the whole school to the lecture hall to elect the School captain and etc etc. now its no more.. small houses...its the whole school as a team competing with other schools. more stressful.
we had to give 4 names for the candidates for the School Capt. and then 4 were given and then Fauzi got elected. good la.. better than Prashant coz he will get bullied.
then it was time for School Gymrama Capt.
Fauzi raised his hand and went..."I want Israk". i was like... uh. shit. then jinn yueh kept repeating " i support i support." what lah.
then the Principal wanted 3 more names. and everyone was very QUIET. they didnt say any other name. everyone was being quiet. like NOONE wanted to say anyone elses name.
which meant i was going to be incharge of THE WHOLE GODDAM SCHOOL. shit. I CANT.
he said only i only need 2 assistants. so i have to decide properly. i know some people who wants the job.
he lectured the school on how they gave me their full trust and must always trust him and i have the only and final say on any formations, steps or music ideas. and they must cooperate with me. i just sat there and looked blur.
im supposed to plan everything tonight and practise starts next friday. DAMMMIT. if we dont win im gonnna be so pissed and embarassed.
but why do they trust me so much? there must be other candidates in the school? i am not someone who is responsible and i cant hande this whole school.
dammit. ive got no ideas.
SHIT.
- 1:49 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
WHAT THE MUCK, BUGGER?
silly bugger.
- 10:26 PM
do you realise that sometimes you cant help but be a hypocrite. at least im not a total 200% hypocrite like JH.
damn hypocritical bitch. you think you so goddam GORGEOUS. my feet is 10 times better than your face.
ok i was on time for school. then we lines up and then went to class. i was so not in the mood for noise. but my classmates had to shout and shout and make a big deal about how she sat at the wrong place etc. WHAT LAH.
freaking noisy you know these malays. sometimes cant stand them. so i went and sat with the chinese and prashant. talk about donno what and then went to recess. we went for an early recess because of the prize giving ceremony which sucked so bad and i nearly dropped dead.
when we had to arrange back the chairs and tables in the hall. i just sat on those stools and did NOTHING. youre not gonna make me carry those stupid things.
during the ceremony. that bitch JH kept talking and talking to me and i replied as though everything is fine.
she had the decency to ask me "eh you so leng chai ah, nak jadi my boyfriend?"
sorry no thanks you bitch. wtf, you think everyone likes you because u think your gorgeous? newsflash : youre not gorgeous and your legs are ENORMOUS.
enought about her lah. well i smile when im talking to her. which makes me the same as her but NOT. because i dont ask silly questions and say stupid stuff.. i just smile.. and not agree.
on a lighter note.. tomorrow is zay's bday. tomorrow then i will wish.
i didnt learn anything in school today. i had to do so sports day stuff thing. and they told me gymrama will be the whole school combined. SCREW YOU. im not gonna do shit.
ok i think i will blog about ashley and she wants to read about herself here.
"ashley stop thinking about boyfriends and all those things. its not important lah. dont wonder when you gonna get one.. wonder about other more important stuff."
THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM ENTRY.
drink mozuku to get healthy!!
good that bloody fucker ron and seth out of the competition. next week Matt and Paulo and Kevin O will be out. haha. actually bad ah. coz paulo should have gone further. everyone's favourite..Matt - to teen idol-ish.
school sucks.
- 9:09 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
ok done. he doesnt read this but his sister does.
i walked very far today and i wasnt tired. i walked like 3/4 of the road run route. i wanted to go to the shop but nobody wanted to send me and i wasnt allowed to drive so i just walked. i FELT like walking because i wanna build up my stamina and be healthy and fit. whattaloadofcrap.
i like cake's lyrics and his songs. its hilarious.
what else happened? oh yeah. ive not done ANY homework at all. i am screwed. but hey, who cares about all this assessment. it doesnt matter shit. its the FINAL thing that counts.
fatz, i didnt go to the coffee thing with her coz i was lazy and i didnt feel like meeting a celebrity that i have no idea about. xD
whats with the xD man! ok fatz you influenced me. shall stop.
xD
- 5:54 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
i have decided with fatz that we are going to go to new york when we're 23. and then travel around europe after that. i think it will just be NY because travelling around europe requires a lot of money. and then i will try and find work in new york and fatz can go back if she wants to. if nothing pops up i will return to malaysia/australia.
i went out yesterday(sat).
i was awaken by my phone..not rudely because it was past twelve and i needed to wake up. was asked to follow to one utama and i got ready in 10 minutes. then the car arrived and then we went out. they bought me double cheeseburger. that was nice of them. i was starving.
arrived there and was joined by so much people. fiza's sister and boyfriend. shamin's cousin and boyfriend. shamin's cousin's friend and boyfriend. wow.
the cousin's boyfriend kept hinting to shamin that he wanted to be an extra in one of her dad's movies. damn irritating and i knew she was annoyed also.
these people are rich buggers. they shopped and bought everything with credit cards. there was this stall.. very small.. and the cousin went "do u accept credit card?? no?! then how am i gonna buy this?". next time always carry cash.
i want a credit card also. quite cool. just sign.
i had so much to blog about yesterday and now im so lazy. oh ya.. i bought the meet the fockers dvd and watchhed it yesterday. very funnny.
i better start my project research now. astronomy. heh.
- 5:10 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
today i woke up at 1. yes i woke up at 1 on a hari raya. so not hari raya-ish. didnt go for raya prayers and didnt go fot friday prayers. BAD ISRAK. shall go next week.
went to klcc with cousin and uncle and auntie. ate BK and i wanted to buy a sweater to use for school at FCUK but it costs 400 ringgit. shall ask mom to buy. she understands the need for good clothes.
then i saw this cool oakley shades. its the "dart board" model. its super cool. it costs 500 ringgit. will ask grandparents to get for me for my birthday. yeah!
so much expensive stuff now. i saw a Versace shop at klcc and was tempted to go in. but i didnt coz i might stain t-shirt that costs a thousand bucks. i somehow shall earn enough money to shop at these stores. thats my main aim. to be able to shop at these shops.
after that i went home. and then aston came to my house and my uncle sent me and him to geetha's house. it was so sad seeing them. they tried to put on a happy face but we could see right through it. their mother's eyes were so red and swollen.
we sat upstairs and kumaren and geetha joked with us. told us about her new school and jkumaren told us about college. they didnt wanna cry because they had to be strong for their mom. i feel so sad for them.
geetha said she stayed by the coffin for 2 days lookinng at touching her dad's body. she said his legs and arms and face was all broken. his face was all sewed up. when he jumped off the 17th floor.. he landed and BOUNCED. he didnt die when he landed but died when he bounced. imagine the pain he must've experienced. i squirmed.
she said he didnt understand why he wanted to leave her and everyone.. how she misses him and how his arm didnt feel normal again when she touched it. i feel so sorry.
i shook hands with her mom and her sister when we left and they thanked us for coming. i could sense the sadness in their eyes.
aston's mom sent me hom and she said to geetha "im sorry you lose your PARENTS". haha. then shee realised it and said father. haha.
then i had to RUUUUUUSH home coz i had a party to attend. i got ready and stuff and then got sent by my grandad. i arrived and the secutrity guard let me in.
her father was having some meeting with some actors and the party was at the poolside. hmm.
the party was okay la. i just ate and talked a lot. i went home at around 1230. shamin sent me home in her car. ill miss her although we had the usual fights. she's leaving for australia.
EH FATZ. she told me hetty and taufik did date for awhile. haha. TAUFIK found her attractive too. it wasnt a one way thing. and im meeting hetty for coffee on sunday then i can ask her about taufik. haha. stupid la.
- 1:46 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
i came late today.. AGAIN. i woke up at 830! hahah. reached school at 845 and then i walked into the school's gate and into economics class. that was when i was told about it.. by aston.
when i came in the class, they were sitting in pairs except for aristian. i didnt wanna sit next to the freak so i pulled a table and sat next to aston and then we talked about it. it was something you dont hear every morning.
school was quite boring today. didnt learn much because teachers were busy visiting geetha's house. they played Uno during art period with Pn. Azilla but i didnt coz i didnt feel like it.. we skipped english period coz they wannted to play Uno.
we got scolded but who cares? not in the mood to learn today.
we're deciding to visit geetha tomorrow after school since we're being released early because of hari raya haji. Pn. Azilla is taking us and i hope she's in a better mood. there are so much deaths happening. fatt's auntie just died too. but that was cancer.
i told some people that the last time i cried because i was SOOO happy was when we won the Best Display Band award in 2oo2. somehow they thought it was so stupid and weird to cry because of that. they were like "what a stupid thing to cry about".
i guess nobody else can experience what we experienced. the bond we had and the practises we had under the hot sun.. nearly everyday. maybe to them it was stupid because they are never into any extra curricular stuff.to them spending 2 or 3 hours after school having meeting or whatsoever is torturous. and i looked back when we had practises till 7 pm everyday and even having practises on saturdays from 8am till 8pm.
being in a private school limits you of the good memories you can have. its too pampering and you get to do what you want and whatever you like and there is no sense of belonging whatsoever. you dont feel you belong no matter how long you've been in the school. 10 years in a private school cant replace 2 years in a government school.
you dont know what its like if you've never gone through it. i dont expect them to understand.
- 10:07 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
WTF!? okok. i knew he was going to be eliminated coz i found out earlier but i was hoping that it was a ... lie. or something.
i feel damn pissed now. "he doesnt have that movie star quality". im sorry, but the last time i checked The Last Action Hero was a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT REALITY SHOW.
even paulo said he was good man. that stupid black gay guy with the weird hairdo should have gone. ok nvm the judges sucked.if he didnt have that photographer then he would have gone to the next round. the photographer was very bad. its common sense.. if someone had dark hair, you dont take a picture of him with a DARK background.. it doesnt show the texture of the hair. stupid lighting. most of the people who got eliminated was from that photographer and they shouldnt have chosen her at all. complete waste of money and time. i could have done a better job.
MARISSA MILLER WAS H.O.T. she looked like jessica simpson. wooot!! (i think she looks better than carmen). i didnt know who she was until today.. she is seriously hot mannn. wowowowowo.
i received an sms from fatz today! thanks fatz! haha.. i was thinking of them and they were thinking of me! but i didnt thought of sms-ing them. that made my day! yeehaw!
i did absolutely nothing in school today. teachers were absent from classes. no idea why.
had 2 new students and they are.. o.k.a.y. althought a bit w e i r d.
thats all. adios.
- 11:00 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
then had english etc etc. we had the debates after recess. i think i was the loudest "member of the floor" haha. i kept making dumb noises and talked. A LOT. and laughed. and i called the people who were debating. as in when it was their turn to talk.. i'd call them. haha. im a meanie.
jerai won. whatever. i dont care because it wasnt my house.
i got PINCHED in malay class just now coz i didnt finish the homework! wakaka. it was quite painful. i learnt my lesson and i WILL do the homework.
we had classes after that and i was the only one from form 5 who went down early today because i finished my science homework the earliest. it was easy shit so thats why i completed it in a short period of time.
i fell contented now that my english has improved a bit. it has! i got 5/10 for the first compo. 6.5/10 for the 2nd one and i got 7.5 for the one i did this morning!! yeah!! it was some story about a guy. directed writing. so i feel good but i want be comfortable at this point coz i still need to widen my vocab.
thats all. lazy to blog.
- 4:25 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
remixed version of jazz. i love it. but many probably won't because it doesn't have "MEANINGFUL" lyrics you can read or think into. its just music.
to me music does't have to have thoughtful lyrics or have ANY lyrics whatsoever. it can just be sounds. for example - classical music.
the only dreadful thing about it is you cant listen to it on the radio.
- 3:27 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
i've planned out a long entry today but i somehow have had a mind block.
i don't want to fail in life and i dont want to lose people who i care about in life.
imagine me being 30 and having no family or i lose one of my limbs? that is very scary ain't it?
you won't even realise that 20 years have passed and when you reminisce on the good old times you'll realise.. it has passed so quickly. after this will be college. after that will be uni. it will be over so fast and you won't even realise it.
i hope i have friends who i can count on later in life.
me: what's going to happen to malaysia in 15 years time?
grandpa: it will be a developed country..that's what they're hoping
i don't think i can live till then..
me: nobody knows...
- 10:43 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
anyhoot.
i was late to school today, together with irma. that was worth it. i stood next to her in the "latecomers" line. which had only the 2 of us. they had a new song again today but everybody seemed too exhausted to open their gaps. i think it was the run.
we had economics after the assembly and the teacher kept making jokes which i don't understand and pretend to smile when she's looking at me so as to not make her feel like a dumb fool. everybody was either dead or was in some other world because as i far as i know, they were not paying attention.
after that we had 2 periods of math and i finished the graph thing in time. hooray for me. and then it was recess and i ate a hot dog bun. im on a diet. i feel fat. don't ask.
we had 2 free periods afterwards because the malay teacher had something on so we spent time doing other uncompleted work and talking. mostly talking though. i checked hazwany's MC speech for monday and i told her that it was all over the place and i asked her to do it again. stupid fugly bitch.
after that was commerce! yeah! i like this particular subject because the teacher is great. but not today. she was angry at my friend who was laughing at my joke about "ass insurance". inside joke but he was laughing non-stop and the teacher just walked to her seat and asked him to continue laughing while she did her won work. merajuk ah nie. actually i was laughing like a mad cow also but i didn't get scolded.
after that was friday prayers time and i saw an insane man at the mosque. he was rubbing himself on the grass and eating it and pointing to the kids around him. it was quite entertaining and i even took a picture. oh no wait.. 2 pictures. ah, the beauty of camera phones.
i forgot to change into my ugly sandals because i already have a phobia about wearing nice shoes to this mosque because my shoes got stolen last year. so i asked my friend to look after it. and he did and it was safe. i would kill myself if my shoes were stolen once again. once is enough. i dont need history to repeat itself. bugger.
after that we had science and then we had PREP which means like its a free period. so i talked to the new kid found out some stuff. he said supposedly people are saying me and irma are a couple and were the so called "popular" ones. FIRST OF ALL, we're not a couple and i am not popular. i asked where he got this ludacris idea and he said from his "resources". whatever.
i'm home now and i can go online tonight because its the weekend!! yes! my favourite days. next week.. we will be released eaarly from school and we have holidays on friday, sat, sun, monday and tuesday!!! 5 days of holidays!! just what i needed! a BREAK.
school sucks.
- 4:41 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
so today i woke up a bit late. as usual. when i walked in the school i didnt know whether i was late or not? i asked the prefect and she said not so i ran to my classes line. and then sang another new song 5 times. its such a boring song and they keep asking us to repeat and repeat. its 8 o clock in the morning! who the hell screams and shouts in the morning? i had a new hair style today and everyone noticed it. i didnt get a haircut it was like that because i wanted to copy "JOHN'S" hairstyle but a bit different. shuddap fatz. they said i looked like a "good boy" ah. splendid. just what i needed. argh.
my friends and i was late for science class and then we had to walk up and down 2 corridors 5 times. which was so freaking stupid because the sun kept getting in my face and it was hot. noreen just got scolded on her skirt being very short. i told her.. "you should see the girls in singapore."
after that we had malay and then recess. we had english after that and as the teacher was asking grammar questions i was answering everything and then i was told to shut up by mr. durai. just because i was giving answers. bah.
after that was math and i have tons of homework to do. 15 graphs and that is a freakishly big amount. i have to pass up so much homework by tomorrow and i won' go online because of that. commerce hw. history hw. english hw. malay hw. math hw. please have mercy!
im still tired from running and i think ive loss my ability to write well in english essays. i think its the influence from this malay people and bad english. i have to somehow.. magically, get everything back because SPM is coming.
you know how collars, instead of wearing it down.. u lift it up..? it covers your neck? yes. i did that today and everyone noticed it again. how come what i do always have to be questioned?aston thought i got the idea from manhunt..which is NOT true. i dont take everything from there. some..but not all. :)
except the hair lah. which is not counted.
just now i asked amirul to sit with me and my friends during lunch and somehow his friends didnt follow him. which is a bit queer because i am a friendly person =). although i might have insulted them before for being dorks or whatever but now its different. i just dont, now.
im thinking about gymrama now and how i hate being the Capt. i have so much responsibilities this year and i am strongly against that. ive yet to pick out the MC and timekeeper for this monday's debate and i've yet to pick the debaters for next, next week's debate. im quite stressed. now i have to figure out moves for gymrama and ideas have somehow escaped my mind. i am what you call.. idea-less.
tomorrow will be a friday and that is pleasing as it will be close to the weeked which i am vehemently looking forward to. i need the rest. its also distressing because i have a substantial amount of homework to do. that is the bummer of fridays.
and now i bid farewell for i will be taking a nap.
- 5:07 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
i want muscles.
i want nice hair.
but i am too lazy to do and get it.
BAH.
yes i watched manhunt and this is the cause of it. i was surpised that quite a lot of people watched it. the show is quite stupid lah. its just its very amazing how u can get 100k by having people taking pictures of you. and you get free clothes from armani exchange. ARMANI EXCHANGE! damn. anyway yeah.
so i went to school today and the first qn that was asked to me was "did u watch manhunt yesterday?" weird. anyway..we had to sing the patriotic song 5 times in the morning, break time and lunch time. wtf? yeah. coz were using this new ones and theyre getting us used to it.
first we had 2 period of econs and then malay. and then etc etc la. haha. i got scolded during history just now for talking. and then got called by Puan. Mas. apparently she wants me to teach the choir how to sing and move.
i said no. coz i was busy with math. and im not willing to anyway so dont force me. im no longer interested in this.
the last period was commerce. didnt pay attention coz i was very tired. and then i went down and did my history homework.
i want to tke back my ring which i got confiscated from by puan mas. its been a year already. dammit. now i think the school doenst give a shit about rules etc. people can simpy dye hair and wear accessories and wear colored sox and bring audio players and listening to them in class without getting scolded. so im gonna do the same. WAKAKA. who caresssss.
shit tomorrow got "merentas desa". near 50km run and ive got no running shoes. dammit. there will be 2 test runs and the actual test run. i thin im gonna pretend like im sick on the 2nd one.
- 6:08 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
after recess was debate time. it was in the auditorium instead of the dining hall. i prefered the dining hall coz it had a podium. anyways, both the debate teams were called out to go to the front and sit in our respective places and then we took turns to speak. i was very nervous and my legs were shaking like it had gone loose. but it was okay ah although i think i spoke quite fast.
the proposing team had a lot of points and so did we and then the results got announced..
and we won! haha. yes my team won!! kinabalu house won and it was quite unexpected coz we did it last minute. heh. and i was called to be in last minute as well.
and then the best speaker award went to ME! omg. i was like STUNNED. me? best speaker? thats crazy. yeah i won and i was honored and it felt good! coz... it was last minute work and i think i did just okay. yay. so i got the team to win and i got the best speaker. while the team didnt get anything.
after the debate the teacher incharge for the other house scolded the school on this and that and scolded the debaters for not using evidence and shit. pls lah, just because your team lost doesn't mean you have to get all cranky. serves you right. who asked you to pick me.
its good that i won coz then it can be added up to my testimonial for college. yey.
whoopee.
- 6:00 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
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- 8:14 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
the Captain had to make a speech after the elections and Aston who was made Captain gave a speech on everyone to try their best to win and stuff and cooperate with each other. then i had to do a speech. i went up and stood there for a long time because i didnt expect to be made captain and i had not planned anything..so i just said..
"okay this year willl be very different from last year and i hope we can win again. i wont be collecting much from you guys because we wont be using as much props as we did last yr. 5 ringgit only. heh. and good luck"
haha. damn stupid right. but nvm la.. theyre gonna hear MORE from me over the coming weeks. i will probably shout and punish and all that ah. which i hate to do. but it has to be done. which sucks coz that was what i did last yr.
so i had to go and get the the Captains signature and Asst. Gymrama's signature and MY signature and go and book the songs we use. we have to boook it because no other school or house can use the same songs. thats why i was very kan-chiong. haha.
i hate bitch mazni. seriously. damn you. she's the teacher for this other house and she asked me to join the debate. now i hate to be in the debate. FUCK this damn school man. i wanna be 3rd speaker and i think thats easier. why do i have to be in debate? coz somehow i need to be the leader for this first debate so that others can follow for the next debates. CANT THEY LEAD ALSO? THEY ARE THE SAME AGE AS ME. THEYRE NOT BLOODY STUPID AND IM NOT A LEADER. thats just bullshit. so now i hate to prepare my text and memorize it. shit.
and research.
i hate my school so much now for making me their slave and a freaking dog.
but i wanna win debate and i wanna win gymrama. WAKAKA. okok nvm. its just i dont wanna be incharge. coz if we lose then its MY fault.
did you know that there are only 2 words in malay that are made my malays? EVERY OTHER WORD IS TAKEN FROM OTHER LANGUAGES? cool. the words are
babi and pasrah.
interesting.
- 4:58 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i managed to NOT sing for this year's prize giving day. thank god. i practically had to beg the teacher to not let me sing coz ive had enough of singing. i just... dont wanna sing... for awhile. so i was asked to do other stuff. and tomorrow is house meeting. i hope im not made Captain. please. i dont wanna be Capt for the house and for gymrama. i have a lot to do this yr and its hard to concentrate with alll this stupid posts on your shoulders.
we had to sing this patriotic song TWICE this morning and that is so stupid and the song is super fucking long that its so irritating to listen to the voices on the tape over and over again. stupid ass.
im incharge of debate and i refuse to be in debate and its this monday. so i assigned zayaana, hazwany, nelly and aston for the debate. not the BEST candidates but who cares? i dont give a shit anyway. i asked them to prepare all the stuff so that i can check it on friday. argh. i didnt wanna do it but supposedly... the people incharge of debates does this kind of thing. damn fcuked up. im such a bad leader. and then the next monday will be the debate between the OTHER 2 houses and i have to find time keeper and MCs. who da hell wanna be MCs and time keepers? ARGH. ill just choose some random people and ask them to do it.
ive booked songs for gymrama so that other houses won't get to use it. and i hope to win the other school coz we lost to them last yr. even though my house won for our school but not the other school. hm. WILL win.
songs are:
"lose my breath"
"what you waiting for"
"bad girl"
and etc.
im SURE other houses will pick these songs and now they wont anymore. WAKAKAKA.
ive got history, eng and math hw today. argh. stupid. i hate homeworks.
ive also noticed how aween is very different. she somehow PAYS attention when i talk and actually TALKS to me. so. W E I R D.
im thinking of taking literature as an extra subject. coz currently the lit we're doing is a bit.. easy so i wanna take the one with another level.
kk gtg do hw.
- 9:05 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
we had "talks" about the school rules during assembly. it took a bloody hour and then we proceeded to class. my new class is better because its cleaner and the 2 aircons work - finally. this room had the worst aircons last year. and then the class teacher told us not to repeat our "sins". whatever.
chem students had to complete hols homework and arts stream and relax. which is bad coz it was extremely boring and there was nothing to do. i was somehow elected Vice Chairman. fuck this class, i dont wanna be their slave. and then recesss than had another assembly where the principal talked about tsunami fund thing. i think ill donate 5 ringgit.
english teacher came in and insulted the new student and the retarded student. wakaka. funnieh. and he made me Captain of the debate team. thank goodness for that. now i can CHOOSE who goes for the debates instead of me actually going for it.
YESSZZAAA!!!!
they oushed the whole school activity thing to the fisrt termn and that sucks. debate starts next week. and gymrama is next month! i am not ready. but ive picked out some songs.
what else? science started its lesson today and she gave homework which i am NOT going to do because i forgot what it was coz i was so god damn sleepy i couldnt keep my eyes open through out the whole lesson. should start sleeping at 12 again.
somehow i am also incharge for the performances stuff for Prize Giving Day.
WHAT THE HELL?!
im supposed to conduct auditions for the singing thing and come up with songs bla bla. its tomorrow and i haven't done shit. argh
SCREW THIS SCHOOL.
good news is they didnt say anything abt my dyed and long hair. and my shoes was given the green light. being the most senior is quite fun actuallly coz u get to order ppl around.
yeehaw.
- 10:03 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
tomorrow's school and im not ready and i think noone's ready. will they accept my shoes? is my dyed hair going to be noticed? DUH. but i think i won't dye it black but maybe just cut it. even though i bought a billabong backpack... i WANT A SLING BAG coz books hehre are not heavy and i dont have to take public transport and it wont be a burden and ive been using sling bags in kl since forever so i dont wanna change. wanna get quiksilver ones. yes im a surf brand maniac. so what? bite me.
the country that the tsunami had really affected was thailand and it was after they tortured the muslims there.
buildings and buildings collapsed but not mosques. no mosques has collapsed and that is quite amazing.
and so i wonder...
is He telling us something?
- 4:17 AM