What does this mean?
Saturday, December 04, 2004
i bought a few bracelets, a long sleeved t-shirt and a scrunchie. heh.. all the stuff there was quite cheap. we got a new pair of sandals for adam. very cute.
couldn't take the cab home coz there were no cabs so we took the MTR. note, its MTR not MRT.
the whole train system is very big and we had to walk quite far so everyone was tired.
we got in the lift at the train station and then adam pulled the headphones on ths guy's MINI IPOD. what a weird uncanny incidence. eveything is pointing out to me that i must have it. if you're tired of this ipod talk then stop reading now. haha.. altho it'll just be a mere couple of lines because im so lethargic.
when i said "..look even adam wants an ipod" then my mom turned to me and said "i donno if dad is going to let you have an ipod"
somehow the perspective changed. i might not have an ipod. the weird thing is he doens't know anything about this yet.
anyway.. my point here is.. if dad was to be forced into getting me the thing then i dont want it. seriously. you know why right? refer to previous entry.
if someone wants to get me something its not because of he/she was forced to or talked into. its because they wanted to and is sincere about getting it.. if you thought twice then better not.
i remember someone said to me if in doubt, never.
somehow i hope they read this so that they know how i feel about the situation but that won't happen because this is a diary and a diary is private.
i just realised that this is such a pessimistic entry! ahh... nevermind. this is MY diary. its MINE. huahuahua. k anyway..
its so cold outside. i went down just now to walk around and its so cold. when you're in kl/ s'pore you wish you were in a btter climate where its cold. but now i think being in a tropical climate is much better. you get to have the aircon on when its hot and go outside if its cold. but here everywhere is cold and im sick of it. not in a bad way
a good way.
its cold outside inside and all around.
bah.
im so whiney.
hope dangles on a string.. like slow spinning redemption.
israaaaaaak.
- 5:15 PM