Monday, December 06, 2004

im sick and tired of waiting and hoping for it. i have stopped the obsession and turned normal again. altho i need it very badly yo support the amount of music i have - its okay. i can survive without it for a couple of months i did before.

its cool that my sisters got it for their birthday. Rebecca's birthday is coming up so dad bought for her the green personalised ipod. cool huh? haha.. yeah. Shes's 13 years old.

Its hard being deprived of a parental love. i have never seen my dad before. and so i dont know what it is like to have an actual father. im not complaining but sometimes you tend to wonder.

my dad's daughters, a.k.a my step sisters are so lucky. they have both of their parents still.. altho separated but the both of them still care much for their daughters. and here i look at adam and see how lucky he is too.. to have both a mom and a dad to love him and guide him.

i really wish what it is like to have a father.

i asked my mom if the ipod could be the gift for my birthday in about 3-4 months from now. i can wait that long...i said.

"its a very expensive gift. i don't know yet."

ahhhhh. its okay. this about sums it up. its too expensive for me. :) its just TOO expensive to get it for me for my birthday.

i shall not mention about the gadget - since its too expensive for ME to have.

- 11:32 AM




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